

confused and crippled insideA lot of thoughts are running in my mind.. my studies my future ugh...lifeconfused and crippled inside
Last June 2008, I was supposed to be on my 3rd year in Education (my previous course) but guess what? I dropped all my subjects, much to my family's dismay. I had issues with my family and I make it as one of the reasons why I failed them. It leads us to reconciliation, and I realized there was no problem with them. I failed them and i failed myself. Since then I have feared failure. I tried to regain my pride. Two months before my 18th birthday, I decided to look for a job and luckily I found one. It was an experience for me. I loved it
me.myself.and

Depression: Sinking.de·pres·sion ;n/ - [di-presh-uhn] nounDepression: Sinking.
1. the act of depressing. 2. the state of being depressed. 3. a depressed or sunken place or part; an area lower than the surrounding surface. 4. sadness; gloom; dejection. [b]5. Psychiatry. a condition of general emotional dejection and withdrawal; sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason. Compare clinical depression. [/b]
6. dullness or inactivity, as of trade.
I haven't gotten a shower since the day my friend came over, about four or


DepressionI've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it’s that simple.Depression
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just ‘has depression.’ You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It’s likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of


DepressionWhat is depression? There are many definitions and many ways to show it People can be isolated from others Cry all along in the dark Go insane Write Draw Hurt themselfs There's many ways people do to deal with depression But yet doctors treat depression the same They give pills...what do pills really do for people? It's just giving them a way to overdose and die to put an end to the pain they're in Is that what some want us to do Who knows...no one But depression can hurtDepression
Not only yourself but the one's you love What ever way you choose to deal wi


Sad Hearts and Cheap ClocksI have a friend, she's mostly made of pain. Her eyes pour poems of acidic rain. She splatter-paints stories of curtains and lampshades, Glasses and speakers and curtains and lampshades.Sad Hearts and Cheap Clocks
She tears out scenes from people's dreams, She loves them, she hates them with psychotic screams. She believes to perceive is to suffer. Believing and dreaming and perceiving, we'll suffer.
Walking, crawling towards inner time, She sings us tunes of our state of mind. She doubts true love with toxic words, And breaks our hearts with jagged birds.
I know a girl, she has
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itealaich air aingeal sgiathalaich...Tha mi duilich...tha gaol agam ort...
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"Writers aren't exactly people...they're a whole lot of people trying to be one person." --F. Scott Fitzgerald.
"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia." --E.L. Doctorow.
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Eternal pond-hopping friend of =Jackspicerrules13.
98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If you're one of those who do, put this in your signature.
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Every song ends, but thats no reason not to enjoy the music while it lasts.
Wala lang.. HI!!
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